Mentally, I'm dying, physically, I'm drained I'm fucked up emotionally And spiritually I'm dead, been living on the edge Can't let no one get close to me I've been to the shoot-outs, I'm on a quest for true love Can't find it in the sewer, see? My fault they get what they want from me It's my fault my love don't come with receipts Got all the money in the world but I'm missing my round This shit never got this far This shit wasn't supposed to go down I laugh to keep from crying make love to keep from lying My souls been aching desperately 'cause our love has been dying Death notes in my journal, betrayals become normal I'm to that point I'm further They break me with the slightest touch Post to be us against the world why the hell we're fighting for I put the SG over me, you know I'd die for us Mentally, I'm dying, physically, I'm drained I'm fucked up emotionally And spiritually I'm dead, been living on the edge Can't let no one get close to me Mentally, I'm dying, physically, I'm drained I'm fucked up emotionally And spiritually I'm dead, been living on the edge Can't let no one get close to me I'm fucked up emotionally (yeah, hold my love) (Close to me, hold me now) Can't let no one get close to me (yeah, hold my love)